resurrected from blog death.
okay, so what's been up with me lately? lol well. as usual. SCHOOL! hehe. and yes, myspace. I dunno, after updating my myspace, i find myself hooked up to it. yeah, i know, nothing special :) i missed blogging though :D haaay. finals is one week from now! ackkkk. and i have yet to do something about my thesis. arghh. (read: course card distribution: dooms day for me!) okay, stop being a pessimist ecky. lol. and yea, go easy on the carbs! you're getting fat. LOL [after some doodling...]
I Rest In You Alone
i sit and wonder
as the beauty of the world unfolds
right before my eyes,
taking all that i am.
i contemplate, come to my own epiphany
of what is great,
and of what is not.
i ask myself questions
"why do i even stay here?"
freezing like a marbled statue
like an ice cube,
slowly melting, vanishing.
"why do i live to know about
all the grandest things in this world
yet feel..... empty?"
these questions never left me
they continue to haunt my dreams,
my thoughts, my ways.
my very essence.
i hated myself for having to wonder
about all these,
when i can choose to stay indifferent,
apathetic.
empty.
But life is indeed crazy, wonderful, real
and hopeful.
Because these very confusions lead me to You
and my heart that was once restless
finally rests in You.
whatever.
random thoughts.. arghh. lately im feeling too lazy. too lazy to do anything. arghh.. http:// www.myspace.com/ekagurl keeps me busy. what the heck? Film Analysis. "Bata Bata, Paano Ka Ginawa?" Fine. Im doing it now. err. something's wrong with me. very wrong.
NO CLASSES!
It’s been raining really hard lately, and because of that, students delight in the suspension of classes. Yesterday, classes from 11:40 onwards were called off. As for our case, (the Kabios), it has no effect since our class every Wednesdays ends at 12:20. Anyway, I guess okay na rin yun. We were able to get together and watch Pirates of the Carribean (Dead Man’s Chest). The movie was fun, although I felt that the ending was quite hanging. Johnny Depp’s antics were cute though… (He’s so gorgeous – also Orlando Bloom) We found ourselves laughing our hearts out @ the movie house. Hehe! It feels great to finally spend gimik times with friends and forget about school for a little while. :D PS: My feet got really drenched in dirty water last night -- the consequence of wearing sandals! Waaaa. I was surprised last night to find out that there will be no classes today. I studied for Paralec quiz pa naman. Hehe. I guess it’s okay na rin, coz at least I can really prepare for the poetry recital (really??). Haha! Oh well. Today, I’ll be a certified bum here. I wish I could try to have an advance study for the upcoming exams. Tambak na naman!
Rainy Day
i started this day really early.. imagine, i was already awake at around 3am for no apparent reason. all i did was go online and surf. haha. what an addiction.
anyways, i had to meet Ice at around 9 am because we had to go to UPLB. I was quite frustrated to find out that she wasn't sure if that's really the place where we can get our Clostridium perfringens. But yeah, we went there nonetheless.
We had quite a hard time looking for the right bus that'll take us to Los Banos, but we managed anyway. We arrived @ LB around 12noon, just in time for lunch. I was starving, it felt like my digestive system has gone wacko. hehe.
anyway, upon arriving @ UPLB (via jeep somewhere..), I was amused at how big the university is. There were different buildings for different departments (i.e Biology: Pathology of Plants; Microbiology Building..) Im not sure how the buildings are called though. Okay, so we were there at the Micro building.. There were students having their dance practice. And yeah, was I surprised that the lab was.... CLOSED, because today is a Saturday.
Haay. I should've known. Anyways, there's nothing we can do about it anymore. We have to come back this week, and I really hope we'll we able to get the bacteria. Hectic pa naman week na toh.
The ride back here was okay. I slept at the bus. We arrived back here @ around 2pm. It was raining!! Grr. I was wearing beach pants pa naman. It was my fault also. Hehe. Dirty feet. Eeky feeling. Haha.
That's about it. I think i'll be killing time just staying here @ the condo... eating the Cassava cake (yum!) I bought for myself and for my brothers (esp. Jayson).
*toodles*
Stars & Stripes-filled stomach.
Highlights of the day:Dreadful exam in Rels. Video shoot for Rels. Laughtrips. And more laughtrips. Food trips. And more food trips. SM MOA with family. Fun + Food. I ate a lot today. No wonder… Im getting fat.. Tsktsk. Not in the mood to share stories. Too many things to worry about.
Moon-day
Well. Today is quite a nice day, although I got a cut on my ring finger. I think I’m the most careless person in the whole universe. Anyways, I have no worries because it doesn’t hurt anymore. :D Our lab exam in Micro was given back this morning. Haay. My score was okay, although I wasn’t satisfied because I could’ve done better if I didn’t change my answers on three questions. Sakit ko na ata ung laging nagpapalit ng sagot, tapos tama pala ung una. Grr. Nevertheless, God is good. :D I only studied for the test only on the day of the exam, so mejo nakachamba pa ako. Okay, enough of the whole acads talk. Hmm. I just realized that we have so many things to do. Reportings, poem recital, long exams, and my thesis are just some of them. Haay. I miss being home. I miss being with my family. I miss hanging out with old friends. Oh well, have to live with it. Besides, it’s fun to learn. Hehe. Hmm. Lovelife sucks right now. I have crushes though, the likes of Brad Pitt and Chad Michael Murray. Hehe. I have one question in mind. “Is inconsistency the name of the game?” I’m always a victim of this.
a day @ school + mall
hmm. this day.. is quite.. okay, i guess. i woke up really early today (around 730am.) after surfin the net for a little while, i got ready for school. I have no classes, but I had to go to the lab for thesis. Didn't do much work today. *sob* anyways, after leaving the lab @ around 1230, I went to STRC comp lab. ang lungkot, ako lang at si Manong ung tao dun. Nakakarindi pa ung boses nya, kanta ng kanta. hehe.hmm. went back here @ around 3pm. I had lunch then. After an hour or so, my mom and I went to SM MOA. Great. daming tao.stroll stroll. ang lungkot. basta basta. there's this skirt i saw two weeks ago, and it was already gone. i literally had tantrums there and then, coz I was supposed to buy it the moment I saw it, but my mom said we're on a hurry. ayan tuloy..we ate at some American restaurant. i felt.. bloated. again and again.. i should really watch what I eat. tsk. Im back to my bad habits of eating whatever foods. grr. why do the genes coding for "just-eat-a-little-and-still-you'll-get-fat" have to be on my DNA material? grr hehe. jk. gotta love myself! rest rest rest. the days pass by so fast..
yesterday's entry
Well. I supposedly have no classes on Fridays. Nevertheless, I went to school. I already submitted my Green & White whatever, and got a schedule for the pictorial. Read: August 4. Shucks. Question: Pano ba magsmile?
At around 1130, I bumped into Paolo and we talked something about our thesis. After that, I decided to visit the chapel. I talked to Him. It felt nice being there, I felt like I left all the bitterness of the world behind me. I saw inside that sweet sanctuary nothing but peace. I’m always busy, and I have to admit that I somehow take Him for granted. However, as the song goes, “and when I realize the distance between Your heart and mine, I’m amazed when You call me to Your side,” I know that I come to Him not with my own strength, but in my weakness I have embraced the One who’s strong. After the mass, I went straight to the micro lab to do thesis stuff. This wasn’t my plan really, because I felt lazy. Then again, I overpowered my indolence. Hehe. Way to go Eka! Hehe I had my lunch @ already 3pm. I was accompanied by Razganda to Agno. I ate burger + cheese + egg. Delicious, oily, and fatty it was. Hehe. Went to SJ, still with Raz, and saw Romsi and Mami Love at one of the brown tables. As usual, a couple of laughtrips. Actually, muka akong baliw kanina. Mukang bata, nakikipaghabulan. Romsi kasi!
I went back to the lab to do thesis stuff, again. Finished at around 630 pm but I had to stay for a while to help JM do his gram-staining. I wasn’t able to totally help him though, because I had to go home already.. And now, here I am. Blah blah blah. Oh, I’ll be having another blogsite which contains some of my literary compositions. ;)
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